i've been studyin almost all my life...
now tt all have finish...
and i couldn't move on..
suddenly feel so lost...
like a zombie... no hell wans u...
no heaven wanna accept u...
tts y im walkin on earth? sounds familiar =X
anway.. juz so sian...reli wish..
i could bury myself in work...
keep finding job.. work and work and work..
mayb lidat den i feel im worth living...
no aims, no ambitions and no goals at all...
seems tt wat i seeing now.. is nth but endless road...
not a single destination could be seen anyway ahead...
n pls.. hope i can get another job...
a long.. stable..one?
coz doubt im furthering studies anymore le...
my perfect life was...
nusery>kindergarden>primary sch>sec sch>poly>uni>Work>future...
since its known as perfect life...
i doubt it will be true anyway...
coz in tis world ther's nth tt is perfect...?